Hello,
I think the first thing you should do is to search for treatment for your illness as soon as possible. Only in this way, can you
Many STDs, and especially gonorrhea, are asymptomatic in women, that is, there are no symptoms, unless checked by a doctor. There r a few times though, that a woman may experience symptoms. Most bacterial STDs can be treated without permanent damage, if caught early. Gonorrhea, may cause PID (pelvic inflammatory disease) in a woman, which may lead to infertility if left untreated...
Remember to use latex condoms when performing any kind of sex, if you haven't got treatment already you need to get it done now because it can scare your tubes.
Good luck
Dr. Lee