I’m afraid you are too pessimistic about your condition. You are giving yourself so much pressure. Why don’t you have some confidence in me and my medicines? You know a positive mind can speed up the treatment. And a negative mind will aggravate the illness, what’s worse; it will affect your actual feel, even though in fact the illness turns well.
I have some patients in China who have the same condition with you. At the very beginning of the treatment, they said they felt worse. Then I have to explain the reason to them, a few days later, they felt better.
You suspect is groundless. I’m sure you won’t have cancer. Please don’t confuse your brain by thinking nonsense.
What you need to do is to set your mind at rest and waiting for your condition gradually become well.
Best wishes
Dr. Lee